Dead grass covers the ground, trees are bare, the sky is gray and life seems a bit drab in January. The evergreens keep us sane while the rest of the world seems lifeless.
But just because everything looks bleak does not mean that it is. The ground holds many seeds, the trees are very alive, and all is just waiting for Spring so that leaves and buds can burst forth and make that life evident to the watching world.
Life can be hard as a mom. You tend to the soil in your children’s life and toil endlessly and sometimes it feels like you are stuck in winter. The only problem is, you may not think of it as winter at the moment, just barrenness and deadness.
It’s funny how tangible, visible things can be so motivating. The things that matter least sometimes become the things we end up measuring ourselves by because we can see them. It’s funny how I can feel like such a failure as a mom and wife if my house is dirty– yet what if the reason for the dirty house is not negligence but endless tending to needy souls? It’s amazing how fast the house can be cleaned at any time, but sometimes you can miss the moment someone is open and ready to lay their soul bare to you and cry out for help. I hope I don’t miss that moment because I am doing dishes.
Don’t get me wrong– an orderly home is a wonderful ministry to my family, and one for which I strive. But let me never be so focused on the tangible that I miss the intangible.
One day last week I was discouraged by some of the tangibles in my life. As I opened God’s word that day, Matthew 13:31-32 was just the encouragement I needed:
He told them another parable: “The kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed, which a man took and planted in his field. Though it is the smallest of all seeds, yet when it grows, it is the largest of garden plants and becomes a tree, so that the birds come and perch in its branches.
No one can see the mustard seed buried in the ground, but that doesn’t mean it is not there. Maybe it seems silly to spend time planting, watering, tending to something that is unseen– but it is not. The Bible also teaches, “Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows.” (Galatians 6:7)
So, Moms, don’t be discouraged. Don’t think what you do to encourage, train, and equip your children every day does not matter. You may not be able to see the seed buried in the ground, but that does not mean it does not need to be tended. Do not lose heart!
Satan would like you to measure your life based only on the visible. Does your home look like a Pinterest board? Could your muffins be featured on the Food Network? That’s great– but don’t get so caught up in those things that you neglect the seed. There aren’t many people waiting to applaud you for being a good mother, and that is what makes it so hard. You will get likes on Facebook for cute pictures of your kids, your mom friends will be amazed at how you can keep your home so well organized, but no one sees you water the seed every day, so no one is there to cheer you on as you do it.
Yet in the end, you will reap what you sow. So please do not grow weary. Please do not lose heart. When Spring comes, your heart will be glad as you enjoy watching God grow his kingdom around you. All the applause you did not hear before will be made up one day when you hear your Father say, “Well done!”